My 16mm film, "I remember that they existed, but not what they were", depicts water through the weather patterns of summer rainstorms. There is a cyclical pattern from the build up of swelling clouds, to the rushing release of pouring rain, to more soothing droplets, to finally the calm after the storm before this pattern begins again. The transitory nature of the rain is something that I relate to the transitions that exist in my own life. Meanwhile, there is a meditative quality to observing the simple nature of water and light as it exists in a swollen river in New Hampshire. Together these attributes of water offer a contemplative and inspiring state of mind.